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Wysłany: Czw 9:52, 31 Mar 2011 Temat postu: thoughtful. He left his arm around me |
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yilai:
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" said the Emperor
und and smell. Jacob checked
anxiously over his shoulder to make sure his car wasn't defiled.
The road felt longer on the way back.
Jacob was quiet [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], thoughtful. He left his arm around me, and it was so
warm that the cold wind felt good.
I stared out the windshield, consumed with guilt.
It was so wrong to encourage Jacob. Pure selfishness. It didn't matter
that I'd tried to make my position clear. If he felt any hope at all that
this could turn into something other than friendship, then I hadn't been
clear enough.
How could I explain so that he would understand? I was an empty shell.
Like a vacant house梒ondemned梖or months I'd been utterly uninhabitable.
Now I was a little improved. The front room was in better repair. But
that was all梛ust the one small piece. He deserved better than
that梑etter than a one-room, falling-down fixer-upper. No amount of
investment on his part could put me back in working order.
Yet I knew that I wouldn't send him away [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], regardless. I needed him too
much [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and I was selfish. Maybe I could make my side more clear, so that
he would know to leave me. The thought made me shudder, and Jacob
tightened his arm around me.
I drove Mike home in his Suburban, while Jacob followed behind us to take
me home. Jacob was quiet all
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