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Do not know how to tell my story, these year come, I am being perplexed all the time, had wanted to commit suicide, had wanted to escape another city. All reasons are the boy friend H because of me. I was together with him from 17 years old, he is bigger than me 3 years old [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the girlfriend that is him then is very much, all the time very popular, but he goes after me all the time however, other girlfriend also interacts at most a week, and we talked 5 years. There is joy to sadness has atmosphere among, too much and too much feeling. He likes to play game [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], also had identified wife on the net, should be I am true after be being discovered by me piece mad, and he also is denied say to just did not play game together just, and do not admit betray me. I am one is had desire very powerful woman, want to make him only right all the time my person does not have friend of other opposite sex very much I am to love him very much we lived together more than 4 years, in this summer he says to want to be engaged with me, and I do not want to be engaged because of the thing of family and career, for this we quarrel those who make a noise is very fierce, he wants to part company with me finally, still say I am met together with him endure hardships, he cannot give me happy life, he does not think I am married have a rough time in the country. No matter how I beg him,he still wants to part company, and very irritated I, I phone him, he is to be able to be received but cannot say two also are hanged, I go looking for him he does not see I browbeat to me only his that life will browbeat me what he just sees. I know his family introduces the girl with a domestic very good condition to him finally, then I look for him, but he is denied however, just say that woman is to like him, but he is not willing, and his family also did not help him introduce, originally I believe his word, decision and he is together, can be midnight when I always feel very disturbed then secretly was in outfit of his mobile phone card in him phone, after opening, I see, another woman is sent to him some honey-tongued [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I am extremely furious call in the past, that woman they are netizens, I ask to cross a face it is thus clear that, she says to had seen, do I ask you can produce the sort of impact? She asks in reply I say you feel. I if not be him,pulling me at that time [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], reckon I had jumped down from upstairs, hold the post of him how to explain again, I also do not want to listening. Also contacted with him no longer. He finds me again before a month, saying his have one's mind stuffed with is me, I admit irritated before cross me, feel my distrust he, so he chats foolishly on the net, but he still loves me. Say to never had betrayed me on the body. Probably I love him too, decide to begin afresh with him, he also pledges say to also playing game to make friend on the net. Affirmatory meeting is opposite well I. His family is very happy also. Our become reconciled when, often urge me to go to his home. But because have him,door mouth has that schoolgirl is his family introduction that. I dare not feel to be able to be laughed at by others all the time. After become reconciled we also quarrelled rarely really, each other also unlike is actuation in that way before. But when I saw his mobile phone has a schoolgirl to send a photograph to come yesterday, I just know, he hands in a friend in the net again, he explains like me, saying is known on the net before, number does not have cutout all the time, I send information to say to let her fastened post a letter of my boy friend to cease to that schoolgirl with my mobile phone finally, next she scolds me, those who scold is very offensive, I cry dead, life of my boy friend says I see his mobile phone. But still scolded that schoolgirl finally, had fooled me. I now in the heart very bad to suffer, loving him on one hand, remember again on one hand once a schoolgirl says to had gone up with him bed. These things are in brain. I fear his treason. Total now occupied do not have a thing these things are taken out for, he also denies others of compose a quarrel to had gone up all the time bed. But I or chaos think
I still walked over this paragraph of time to pass 2 years he this paragraph of time is very good also to me, I think I blame him wrongly really
　　
Can be in the thing that I knew to one can let me abandon last night. Once I had suspected, he carries move and other woman go to bed on the back in those days, all the time he does not admit, although I had passed a telephone call with that netizen, he still does not admit. Last night, not merely how, suddenly a with him very good friend chats on the net, my purpose is to want to be heard from inside his mouth, whether did he betray me. Did not think of to suspect like me really unexpectedly in that way. His good friend tells me, he and that wife has seen only, it is the school has a holiday, that woman will look for him, just see one side, opened a room then. Midnight is much at 2 o'clock, know this answer. Let what I hesitate none call a boy friend, ask him. He still does not admit, and was being guessed is where individual say. You believe the feeling that he says I and you are so old only unexpectedly others does not believe me. He often says this word. Once discover he cheated me, he can explain with this word. Say really, I believe this thing is true really, because what time ground nods,be opposite. And he cheats me without reason. But there still is another voice in my heart, saying to believe oneself male friend all the time, all treason is temporarily coincidence only. I cannot persuade myself. Sad. Did not sleep overnight, smoked full a packet smoke. But do not have the sort of crying loudly however. I do not understand I am what heart in, when he and I am together, I want to find him to betray my evidence all the time, can become me really after the innumerable trials and hardships is found, I am unusual however sober, dare not believe a fact. I feel I am very chill. When he harms me previously, I can alleviate with the means from incomplete the anguish that goes up in the heart, can do not have this really.
　　
Up-to-date had been feeling of 7 years, how should I do
　　
　　
　　
Everybody can encounter emotive setback, it is OK that friends extend your hand to give me a bit proposal please. Thank everybody here.
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