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Wysłany: Pon 12:33, 23 Maj 2011 Temat postu: The loneliness of the long sleep ( Zhao Yating ) |
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text. Zhao Yating
wife said, is that you will hold me into the house, and to get a divorce, then I hold you right out of the house.
and his wife got married, I hold her over. At that time we lived in a kind of single-family bungalows, wedding car came to a stop in front of a group of friends throw vertical with me, hold her down from the car, so, in a burst of applause, I hold She has come to the ceremony from the place. At that time the wife is the abundance of mature shy girl, I'm happy wedding robust man. This is the scene a decade ago.
later the same day is like water in the past, to have children [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], sea, business, marriage turn a blind eye gradually emerged between us. To rise a little bit of money, but the feelings are a little bit down the horizon, his wife made in a civil administration, we also go to work every day, almost the same time to work, children at boarding school. In others it seems, life seems to be perfect happiness. But the more such a quiet happiness, the more likely to have sudden changes in probability.
I had her. When life is boring but like water is everywhere, even a simple drink again, will people think is a real treat. She is the Luer.
weather is good [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I stood on the large terrace, Luer stretched his arms, hugged me from behind. My heart once again surrounded by her feelings, so I can not hardly breathe. This is my Luer bought a house. Luer said to me that a man like you is the most attractive girl in the eye. I suddenly thought of a wife, just married, she seems to say one, a man like you, if success, is the most attractive girl in the eye. Think of a clever wife, and my heart slightly to put a knot, I am well aware that their sorry for her. But unable to stop. I opened the Luer hand, say you buy some furniture for me looking at it, still do today. Luer distinctly unhappy together, after all, today said that the need to take her to buy good furniture. That divorce may have been growing in my heart it was originally something that is unlikely, even in the heart gradually be thought of as possible.
just, I do not know how to speak to his wife, because I know after the opening is bound to hurt her. I'm sorry I did not place his wife, she is still busy in the kitchen preparing the evening meal, I still turn on the TV, sitting there, watching news, and serve the food quickly, eat, watch TV together and then two people, or A man sitting in front of the computer is sent to stay a while. Imagine Luer body, became my way of self-entertainment.
try on the wife that if we divorce, what will you say? I have a white wife, did not speak, she seems very far away from this life. I can not imagine that once I say it, the wife's performance and ideas.
wife go to the company to find me, Luer just out of my office. In the company's vision is to hide things, almost all the sympathy in the eyes and spoke in a language that cover the time, my wife finally feels out of nothing. She is still in front of all my subordinates to their own identity with a smile, but I have no time to dodge the moment in her, from her eyes to read out an injury.
Luer again said to me, He Ning, divorce now, we're together. I nodded, my heart has been expanded this idea to the point where non say you can not. Wife of the last dish on the side, I hold her hand. That I have something to tell you. Wife to sit down, quietly eating dinner, I remembered her eyes kind of hurt at the moment was clear to them again. Suddenly, I get some bear, but to date, but can only go on. Let's divorce, and I calmly said things are not calm. Wife did not show that very special feeling, a touch to ask me why. I laughed and said: No, I'm not joking, really a divorce. Sudden change in the attitude of the wife up, she fell bitterly chopsticks, and I cried, you're not people!
night, none of us care about anyone else, his wife cried in a whisper, and I knew she wanted to know why. But I gave her could not answer because I have Luer I feel inside can not extricate themselves. I drafted a protocol to the wife to see, which states that will house, car, and the company's 30-share to her. Write these things, my heart is always pregnant with the guilt of his wife, the wife angrily took, torn to pieces children, not for me. I felt my heart actually hurt some of them vaguely, after all, love to live with for a decade, all the tender will one day become a stranger in the next general in the eyes, hearts are also some can not bear, but the outburst, after all, time to recover. Finally his wife burst into tears in front of me, which I have always wanted, and what seems to be generally released a few weeks the idea of repression as the wife cries all become clear and firm up.
accompany clients to drink, half-drunk when I got home, his wife was lying on what was written there. I lay in bed asleep, woke up and found his wife still sitting there. I turn over and then fell into a deep sleep. Finally was referred to the non-off is not the point where the wife tells me a statement, she did not want me, just before the divorce, I promised her to a condition. Wife's condition is simple, that is, give her a month's time, because in another month, the children had finished the summer, she did not want to let the children see their parents separate scenes, and, in this month also, as before like life.
I took the wife to write the agreement, she asked me, He Ning, do you remember how I came to marry it? Then, abruptly, those memories well up on the wedding, and I nodded, and said remember. Wife said, is that you come hold me, but I have one condition, that is to get a divorce, then I hold you right out of the house. This way a go, you call the shots are good, just, I asked this month to work every day, you have to hold me out from the bedroom to the door. I laughed and said: good. I think his wife is in this form to leave their marriage, or also for the sake of nostalgic past. I will request his wife told Luer, Luer laughed some frivolous, that no matter how or divorce, do so many tricks to do. She seems to be disdain for his wife, so I thought it more or less uncomfortable.
than one month, the first day, our actions are very stiff. Because once the note, we already have close contact with not so long, and even have sex twice a week routine time is canceled, the same every day, like walking. Clapping hands from behind his son, father hug her mother, father hug her mother, screamed I am a little sad. From the bedroom through the living room, out the door to door, ten meters away, the wife in my arms, eyes closed lightly, told me that we are starting today, do not let the child know. I nodded, just sad to go down again and rise to. I will be wife on the big door, she went to other public transportation, I went to drive to work.
next day, my wife's movements are random and a lot of her leaning on me light, I smell her fragrant fresh clothes, my wife is really old, how many days I have not so seen near her, smooth skin, with thin wrinkles. How I had not found a wife and wrinkles, or are not aware of their own is long familiar to the bone in this woman had it.
third day, his wife attached to my ear, told me that the yard and flower beds removed, to be careful, do not fall.
the fourth day, the wife picked up in the bedroom [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I kind of illusion, we are still very close to love, she is still my baby, I'm Qubao her heart, and all on the exposed children's imagination, have become Ruoyouruowu up.
fifth day, six days, his wife said in my ear every time some small details, ironed clothes hanging where, cooking, be careful not to let the oil spill, I nodded, and my heart the kind of illusion have become stronger together. Luer
I did not tell it all.
feel less and less difficult, and seems to be the result of exercise, I wife said that now hold you, not very hard for.
wife in picking clothes, waiting to hold her while I go out. Test a few pieces of his wife, are not appropriate, their sighs, sitting there, saying that clothes are long fat. I laughed, but only half laughing, I suddenly remembered that he increasingly difficult between, is not strong with me, but rather lost his wife because she will be pressure in the heart of all thoughts. That moment, my heart hurts tightly together, I reached out, trying to ask his wife's forehead.
son came, my father, my mother went out of the hold. He urged us, it seems that many days to see my wife holding out, has become one of his shows. Pull over the son's wife, hugged, I turned to the face do not look, afraid that they will all regret not bear to turn into a reason. Starting from the bedroom, and then by the living room, door, aisle, I take the wife, her hand light and naturally taking on my neck. I hold her tight body, feels like back to that wedding day, but his wife's body more light, but often I could not help but want to cry.
last day, when I picked up the wife, was stunned not to go. Son to school, and his wife also stared at me and said, in fact, really want to let you hold to the old. I clasped the wife said to her, in fact, we did not realize that life is a little out of this hold you close.
stopped the car, I was too late to lock the door, I'm afraid the time delay will give up my idea again. I Qiaokai Men, Luer look of Xingsong. I said to her, I'm sorry Luer, I do not divorce. Do not leave out. Luer do not believe that the general looked at me, stretched out a hand touched my head, that you not have a fever ah. I opened the Luer hand, looking at her, she said, I'm sorry Luer, I only say to you I'm sorry, I'm not divorced, she had and I probably only because of the dull life of our church turned a blind eye, not no feelings, today, I realize. I hold her into the house, she gave me a family, will hold her to the old, so only say sorry to you.
Luer seems to have come to understand me a slap in the face angry fans, shut the door, burst into tears. I went down, drive to work. That will pass through the shop at work, I ordered a bouquet to his wife her favorite Qingren Cao, gift shop lady brought the card I wish to write words, I write on a smile: I want to hold you out of the house every day, has been to the old.
(Editor: a few isolated Temptress Moon)
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